It's only MONDAY?!?!

So... lots going on this week... and it's Monday!

OK... Melvin is out of town until Wednesday for some airport conference in Tucson Arizona. I miss him madly and I hate it. I have started to realize that it is too late to try to save my heart from him... I already love him. I wouldn't say I'm IN love with him, but I do love him. I love so much about him... I just wish he felt the same about me. I know he must feel something for me, I'm just not sure what that is... but God, I pray that I am more than a warm body and occasional blow job.

Ron - So he did manage to get a job today. Popeyes chicken, 4 1/2 hours a day for $6.75 an hour. It's not much, but it is something. And working 11-3:30 he should be able to easily get an evening job somewhere else. But, the deal was for him to get a job and then he could stay... so Ugh. Now I gotta tell my mom he's back. Damn.

Garry - He was supposed to call to set up a date last week, but never did. Then he emailed me and said work had been crazy, and that he'd call the next night... and that was Thursday. So oh well. He wasn't much of my type anyway. Too old, etc... I dunno. There was just no chemistry. But still... to not call me, even after he sent an email saying he would? Pft.

On top of all of that I've been pre-occupied with work. My manager is a freaking idot that drives me insane. Then there is Audrey. Ugh. She could seriously fall off the face of the earth and NO ONE would miss her. Seriously. I wish her no ill will... I just wish she'd fall off my corner of the world.

And I'm leaving on the 20th to go to Houston for vacay!! Can't wait to get there and see Jen. I'm hoping to be down at least another 10 pounds by then. I know, I know - 10 pounds in 10 days... but I get a fill on Friday, and I typically lose 5+ pounds right after a fill because of the mandatory 2 day liquid diet, not to mention the restriction that I have now, combined with any new restriction I should have after then. I'm really just excited to be able to be there for my best friends birthday. We'll have a blast!!